An introduction to Freed from the chains of deceit

 

https://www.amazon.co.uk/dp/B092SMXGFQ

https://www.amazon.com/dp/B092SMXGFQ

Synopsis

    Jason Morley is a man who, for as long as he's been alive, has been living a lie. Even though he knew deep down that he was a gay male, he tried to convince himself he was straight, or at the very least bisexual. Although he'd had many relationships with women, it was only when thinking of the men of his fantasies he was able to perform. His deception ate at him.

    A mysterious message appears in his inbox on a dating site, a message he had longed to receive but never thought he would, and his journey toward his true sexuality begins.

    Wade Childs was the man who had sent the message. Like Jason, Wade was afraid to admit he was gay. Throwing caution to the wind in the hope of finally finding 'the one', the two men arranged to go on a date.

    What followed for Jason was a week of uncertainty, nervousness, trepidation, and, as he prepared himself for his ultimate challenge, a whole new world of self-love discovery.

    Could Jason really free himself from the chains of deceit that had bound him his entire life? Will he be able to embrace his true self, true sexuality, in the pursuit of a real and happy future? Or, will he be trapped forever in a life he doesn't want to live, too scared to admit the truth to his family and friends...himself?

Excerpt

    For years I'd tried to hide the fact I was gay, even going so far as to sleep with numerous women, but deep down I'd always known. The only way I could get hard, and enjoy the act of sexual intercourse with a woman, was by thinking of all the hot men I'd spent hours staring at over the Internet. And, it was down to one day on the Internet I finally found the courage to admit my sexuality.

I'd been lurking on gay, and even transsexual, chat sites for as long as I could remember. Lurking, not talking; just looking at pictures of hot bodies, hard cocks and tight asses, stroking my hard cock as I did, when, totally out of the blue, I received a message.

Hi handsome

They were the only two words, there wasn’t even a picture, and at first I thought it was one of my mates winding me up, having somehow found out the secret I wouldn’t even admit to myself.

At first, I just stared at the two words, fear holding me immobile in its grasp, and too scared to respond. Closing my inbox, I stood up and walked away from the computer, yet those two words wouldn’t leave my mind. The questions began to surface and flow through my thoughts like wildfire. What if it isn’t a wind-up? What if whoever sent it is genuine, and this is just the chance I’ve been waiting for?

Glancing back to the screen glowing brightly at me from across the room, I hesitated, wondering what would happen if I responded to the anonymous message. Lost in the thoughts of possibly meeting someone over the Internet, I stared back at the computer screen the image of the hot, naked, blonde Adonis on the screen, his cock shaved and hard, staring back at me, smiling, teasing and goading me back to the computer. I was unable to resist the look in his eye and the perceived innuendo in his body language.

J S Morbius

Sexy Saturday: Five years (A true story)

It's Sexy Saturday and this week, whether you want to believe it or not, I am bringing you a true story and once you have read this you will finally release why I've been struggling with everything.

Five years ( A true story)

As we lay there in the dark, neither of us saying a word, your hand slowly wrapped around my semi-hard shaft and you began to slowly stroke me. The softness of your hand, wrapped around my shaft, soon had me fully hard and, without saying a word you lifted the covers.

As you continued to stroke me you slowly eased yourself down, licking and kissing my chest as you went, until I felt your warm breath caress the swollen head of my cock. You stopped stroking me, kept hold of my shaft and flicked your tongue across my swollen glans. Gasping I reached down but you brushed my hand away and continued to lick and kiss my hardness, starting at the very tip and working your way down my full length, before slowly making your way back up.

Once you'd flicked my cock with your tongue once more you opened your mouth and slowly lowered your head, your beautiful lips running down my shaft, and you began to suck me. At first your head bobbed up and down, slowly, almost methodically, teasing every inch of my cock but you soon built up the rhythm you knew would bring me to the edge quickly.

As I moaned I reached down once more, and this time you let me grip your flowing hair in my fist, so I could control your speed and make you stop, before it was too late.

I loved the feeling of your warm mouth around my shaft so much I could have let you go all night, but I desired even more, and pulled your hair gently as a sign to stop you. Lifting your head you looked at me, and knew exactly what I, what we both, really wanted.

Kneeling by my side you climbed on top of me, and took hold of my hard shaft. Staring in to my eyes you slowly lowered your body, and your trimmed, wet, pussy easily surrounded my hard cock. As inch after inch of my shaft entered you, and your moans of ecstasy became louder. I lifted my hands and began to massage your beautiful, large, breasts, my thumbs brushing over each of your nipples.

You threw your head back and took the last of my cock, deep inside your pussy and began to grind your hips back and forth. This time there was no slow start, no building up a rhythm, your eagerness and need to come matching mine and your hips bucked wildly on top of me. Releasing your tits I wrapped my arms around you and slid my hands down, gripped your firm ass in my hands and held you until my legs began to tremble violently. Tensing my body I tried to hold back but as soon as I heard you scream out, your orgasm coursing through your body, I stopped holding back, felt my cock twitch deep inside you and began to come with you.

You continued bucking your hips wildly until you had fully drained my cock of my seed and then collapsed on top of me, where you stayed, until we both drifted off to sleep.

The only trouble is this happened five long years ago and it was the last time I felt the softness of warm skin against my body, the grip of perfectly manicured fingers, the warmth of a mouth and the tightness of a pussy, five years since I had any sort of sexual contact with anyone, and those five long years have been absolute hell.

©JSMorbius

Tantalizing Tuesday Teaser: Christmas bonus

It's here! 

The last Tantalizing Tuesday Teaser before Christmas so what could possibly be better than a little festive short.

I would also like to think that in the spirit of the season and after reading, and maybe even commenting, on my tease you will follow the accompanying link and do the same to all the other wonderful teasers, who have also taken their time to entertain you this week.

http://tantalizingtuesday.blogspot.co.uk/2013/12/24-december-2013-merry-christmas-teasers.html

Thank You and Merry Christmas to each and every one of you.

Christmas bonus

I'd heard there was a job going at the local shopping centre, and also the rumours about what went on behind the doors of the grotto which had been set up there, but of course I didn't believe them. Yet with money tight I didn't see what harm applying could do and, to my surprise, the next day found myself playing the role of Santa and handing out presents every day until Christmas Eve, ably assisted by Terri, a stunning blonde with her hair in pigtails and also wearing fancy dress.

By the time the last present of the week had been handed out, and the Grotto door closed I was exhausted. Slumping down on to the chair I had been sitting on all week I went to remove my beard but before I could Terri reached forward, grabbed my wrist and pulled me back to my feet.

Before I could say a word Terri dropped to her knees, gripped the waistband of my trousers and eased them down, just far enough to release my rapidly hardening cock before wrapping her fingers lightly around my shaft, glancing up at me seductively and closing her lips around my hard shaft, and that was when I found out that the rumours were true.

©JSMorbius2013